m i s a n t h r o p y.

I like to think that I'm intelligent enough to understand when a person is playing with my feelings but there are just those special people who end up fooling me into thinking, "Hey... Maybe this is something worth waiting for; something... something."

You're one of the people that I hoped would always be around for me to talk to and just be with; you're great company... You make me laugh and you're a sweetheart so no matter how many times you disappear from my life or how many times I run away, I'd come back and I hoped you would too. But each reconciliation is getting harder and harder... And I don't like it that you're breaking my heart... You're the good guy; you're supposed to be the good guy. I don't like crying for you.

You're the guy that I secretly wish I'd end up with; that even through ALL the crazy circumstances and even after all the SHIT we've been through, it'd still be you and me. And I'd still be your angel and you'd still be my bestfriend, the one I could tell anything to. You tell me what you want but sometimes I think, you're just playing a game with me and I dread the day I realize that I was right all along and you didn't really love me or think that I was anything special. That would just make me really sad.

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