m i s a n t h r o p y.

Let me ramble for a little longer, okay?

I find it terribly pathetic for me to be pining over someone who not only holds no interest in me that way whatsoever, but also has a girlfriend. I mean come on, what the fuck. He's just supposed to be my friend. Just being the keyword here. And besides, shouldn't I be pining for the other idiot?

And now that the first semester's over, there's no guarantee that we'll be as close as before. It doesn't even guarantee that the entirety of SEEJD will still be Nursing students thanks to Essa. Haha. Will absence really make the heart grow fonder? Or will my silly heart finally realize that it was nothing more than the symptoms of liking someone: proximity and similarity. Oh dear, my brain is pretty sure of the facts. But my heart is silly and imaginative, please... Someone tell it to shut up for more than a second.

I saw him two days ago, and I already miss him. I'm seeing him this sunday, but I still miss him. That's pathetic; dreadfully pathetic. I guess I can relate to Alceste with his love for the woman who seemed to torment him so. But well, he doesn't torment me; he's my friend. And he doesn't have a fancy name like Célimène; he's just Daryl.

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