m i s a n t h r o p y.

Last Sunday, I realized that we don't have control over what goes on in anyone's lives. Even our own lives... I mean, yes we can make choices but those choices eventually lead to consequences... And some of these consequences, we aren't even aware of... until they happen to bite you right in the ass.

You think these people will get married, and the next day you find out they broke up because someone was cheating. I guess it's not that we don't have control over what's happening in our lives... But I guess some people refuse to think it through and realize, "Hey... I'm not just fucking up my life, but someone else's too!"

Another thing I realized is that no matter what you notice about someone face-value... It doesn't immediately mean that that's what's going on. Sometimes... It really isn't. A person has so many facades that it's almost ridiculous what a person has to go through nowadays just to peel away the masks of another person... Just to get in. It doesn't mean that if a person is smiling, than their happy and everything is right in their world. Sometimes, those who smile, are those who have experienced pain for far too long... So long that they can't remember why people really smile anymore. Maybe I'm not making any sense...

A misanthrope never does anyway.

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Not really.

Xavier University's enrollment began last November 3 and to say that the whole thing spelled EPIC FAIL is a sad understatement. The lines were insane and reached the gate and almost out the street. People were yelling and complaining and just blowing out more hot air in the already hot atmosphere.

I felt sorry for the SVs most of the time. For the three times that I lined up there, angry students marched right up to them like they were something and yelled and complained about how inefficient the school's system was. Well, that part was true but I hardly think that yelling at a fellow student who's just trying to help out will change anything.

Though sometimes the SVs also did not show any maturity on their part. I mean yes, someone yells at you, calls you inefficient when they don't know your side of the story and how difficult being patient to random impatient people are when you could use time for something that could benefit them... But really, just when the person turns their back on the SV, please don't say "Fuck" 10 times in one sentence. It's almost like stooping to the person (complaining)'s idiocy, si?

Also, the last message for fellow students of the University, you think it'd be cool enough if you guys helped without complaining and cutting in line? That is like... so uncool. And now I leave you a note from Alexander Goking, one of the SVs from the XUMMAA:


When a large volume of Universty students transforms into a mass zombie attack and you have no real form of crowd control like a firehose that launches pepper spray, you're bound to to break something living...

PS: See the answer to that? Mass Zombie attacks won't change anything with loads of pepper spray or breaking something living. I think it's all about the love... Or in Xavier University's case... The lack of it.

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